I'm so sick and tired of all these people in my life who I "Deal with". For clarification, those people who act a certain way or do something, and even though you don't like it, you deal with it for the sake of, I don't know.. Having them in your life? I think I've been putting my real happiness aside for temporary happiness, and having people who don't benefit me at all or truly make me happy just because I need someone to fill in an empty space. Ya dig? But I think I should save that empty space for someone who truly deserves it, not just give it out to anybody.

Other than that, I can say that practicing Buddhism is probably the only thing that has been keeping me sane for the past several months. Even though I frequently practice compassion towards other people, I'm trying to start practicing it with myself now.