Incase I haven't made it clear yet, I FUCKING LOVE going to school 8 hours then immediately going to work for another 7 or 8 hours, coming home at midnight, having to do homework for an hour or two then waking up at 6 am to go back to school. My body feels dead and I'm the most stressed/exhausted/aggravated/sad I've been in my life. All I can think about is my old psychology teacher teaching us about "delayed gratification." All this hard work will pay off. and for the record, I havent seen any of my friends in around 2 weeks, and I'm going crazy.