Its funny looking at my itunes "recently played" and seeing how much my music taste changes depending on my mood and current life situations. Right now I can relate to almost every Kate Nash song and well as other amazing female musicians such as jenny lewis and lily allen. I've realized now how much better life is with some sense of closure. it always stresses me out to have things left untied. I'm more inspired now than ever to step out of my shell and explore whats in front of me.

Incase I haven't made it clear yet, I FUCKING LOVE going to school 8 hours then immediately going to work for another 7 or 8 hours, coming home at midnight, having to do homework for an hour or two then waking up at 6 am to go back to school. My body feels dead and I'm the most stressed/exhausted/aggravated/sad I've been in my life. All I can think about is my old psychology teacher teaching us about "delayed gratification." All this hard work will pay off. and for the record, I havent seen any of my friends in around 2 weeks, and I'm going crazy.