I'm getting pretty ballsy nowadays.

I'm starting to realize it would be a lot easier to put the pieces back together rather than find new pieces.
I'm happier than I've been in weeks, it's a start.

I'm your temporary solution to your permanent problem.

Yeah, you were right about me.
But can I get myself out from underneath
This guilt that will crush me
and in the choir I saw our sad Messiah.
He was bored and tired of my laments.
Said, "I died for you one time, but never again"

And I feel, so much depends on the weather
So is it raining in your bedroom?

All I can think of lately is how badly I want to move out. I just have this image in my head of me and my room which I get to decorate myself, incense burning all the time, classic rock playing in the background constantly and me laying around in a sundress smoking bowls, its perfection. and seeing all my friends being happy in college far away, it made me think if I made the right decision by staying here another year, and then yesterday learning that most of my coworkers are in there mid 20's and are still working at a "job" nd not a career inspired me to never be like that. I dont know what Im trying to get at by this, but it turns out I failed my trig class, and I'm dissapointed in myself kind of. I need a break from school so bad. I wish I could be done with math but I have 4 more classes ahead of me. I'm saving up for the down payment on a motor scooter, yeee

I'm pretty content with my life right now, although I feel like I shouldnt be.
My job is pretty cool, I like spending my time with someone, and I'm slowly easing my anger problems and I'm overall a really better person than I use to be, I love it.